Love | I miss you.

Sunday, September 27, 2009 | 10:05 PM

MOVED.
:D

damn. Blogger's working again. DOTZ.might comeback. :D

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.

Saturday, August 29, 2009 | 11:01 PM

Happy Birthday GAN WEI LIH! :D

went for make-up CIP @ the Little Arts Academy today.
From 10 - 2pm.
LOVED that place to the max man.
Super pretty.

went out to clarke quay for flea today.
didn't buy anything.
Spent money on candies from Sticky instead.
Bought the Panda Rock(!) and Pink Grapefruit Rock.
:D

went back to the flea to meet the dancers for a short while after zy left.
couldn't find anything so left with jong and pearlyn.
went to Singapore River for awhile den headed to Plaza Singapura.
walkwalked around..
Daiso-ed too..
Jong bought some stuff..
Left around 7plus and homed together.
Somehow Jong thinks that I live in AMK.
LOL.
I'm a true blue BISHAN-ian kay!
:D:D:D
LOL.

XP

doing midi for You Raise Me Up now..
:D

gonna finish Miss Teo's ESSAY soon!
:D

got to FLY.

Love & As always,
Amanda. (:

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 | 9:46 PM

Hellos.
Finally updating my blog once again..
I'm using my mum's laptop as the desktop is down...
AHHHH!
Monitor spoil.
ZZZ.

Was trying to study after i got back home from interhouse..
Couldn't really absorb..
And yesterday after I used my mum's laptop..
I woke up..
So I'm hoping it works today too..! =X
Really need to burn midnight oil.
RAHHHHHHHHHHH!

Realized something today..
Made me teared up.
ZZZ.
Stupid la.
This whole thing made me miss twofive'08.
like alotalot.
HAIS.

How naive I was..
To think that I would at least be spared from all those crap.
Must have been wishful thinking on my part.
HAIS.

I really shouldn't care..
Afterall..
It happened before.
Many times too.
Why should I do certain things to please people?
Who are they, man.
I am who I am.
If you can't accept that.
THEN TOO BAD.

Just beware.
What goes around, comes around.

I have nothing to fear.
So you can take your mouth and shove it up your behind.
THANKYOU.
:D

Some people need to get a life.

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.

Monday, August 10, 2009 | 5:57 PM

the GOH sisters♥

Hiho!:D

Happy National Day! (9AUG09)
wasn't able to update yesterday as I came home really late..
Like around 12plus?
:/

Can't post up all the pics as it's ALOT. 246pics.
My comp lagging le. :/

Had a funfunfun time yesterday with them.
From 10ppl to 7ppl.
Sadded.
The Row's outing ain't complete eh.!

Went to ION to shopshop(yang)&walkwalk.
:D
Yang is scary man!
:X

Yesterday was my first time going to the ION since it opened..
Was rather interesting..
Though I don't find joy in window shopping at branded stores with stuff you can't afford nor need.
Maybe I'm just too realistic.
Oops.
Oh wells.
:/

After dinner at Pizza Hut, we decided to head over to Marina Barrage to watch the fireworks..
But it was hell getting over there.
There were some changes regarding the shuttle bus BUT!
They put the toopid signboard on the other side..
Where most people won't see.
ZZZ!
Talk about smart.
- . -

Waited for a really longlonglong time for a slightly more empty bus to come.
There were like 3 buses which passed us..
And some still could fit more people into it la!
Inconsiderate people.
RAHH!

When we finally got to the Barrage..
It was already 8.23pm.
ONE minute passed the Pledge moment.
Dang.
We kinda missed it?:/
But we sang the national anthem.
Heh.
The 7 of us were like really high..
And we started singing NDP songs..
Really loudly..
:/
Then there was this other group of people who copied us..
tsktsk.
XP

Saw 2 pairs of AMKsians at the Barrage too.
(:

The 5 of them decided to relive their childhood moments and play in the water..
They even went to the extent of holding hands to form a circle and sing NDP songs.
So cute right?
LOL.
Zy & I didn't go in..

After their happy water moment..
We decided to photo-spam all around the Barrage's lower level before heading up to the grassy area..
:D:D:D

Was really fun!
:D

Though there was this bunch of pervs who like kept staring at us..
And even went to the extent of taking photos of us.
Talk about psycho.
EEEW.
So we decided to move somewhere where they won't follow us..

Singaporeans are such inconsiderate people.
Not everyone.
But a large number.
The Barrage's grassy area was like littered with the remains of picnics and stuff.
LIKE WHAT THE HELL ARE THEIR PROBLEMS?!
EVER HEARD OF DUSTBINS?!
Even if the top level didn't have any dustbins, there are some down below what!
Stupid people with no brains.
How would they like it if they have to clean up all that mess?
STUPID.
ARGH.

Anyways!
We left the Barrage at around 10.15pm..
Waited for the toopid shuttle bus for like an HOUR?!
There was this gigantic group of people at the same bus stop waiting for the same bus..

Homed with Dene & Sheri (till the bus-stop).
:D

PHOTO-SPAM:

this one's for u GAN!:D

this one's for you carol dear!:D

this one

this one's for you peihua!:D

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I shall work reallyreallyreally hard now man.
Even harder than before.
Hais.
If not..
I won't have the choice of choosing eh?
Him Nae Amanda!
:D

I want my own camera.
RAHH!
With a good camera..
Almost everything looks incredible la..
And I wanna be able to take photos at night too..
Is that too much to ask for?

:/

Photography is so cool la.

ooooooookay..
shall end this post with a little quote.

MrsA: "Mas Selamat went into the toilet and saw that there were no grilles."

What WE heard, "Nasi Lemak went into the toilet and saw that there were no girls."

this was from some SS lesson..
:D

lols.

Love & as always,
MANDA!
:D

irealizedthatidon'treallyknowyo

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 | 4:04 AM

Bloody Sunday.

There's more to life than quarrels and disputes.
Don't believe me?
Listen to Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2.
Open your eyes.
Welcome to the real world.

I am not a person who will side with her friends and only her friends.
I don't choose sides.
I take a stand in what I believe in.
I won't succumb to any fear or what not.
For goodness sake.
I'm not afraid.
Because I dare to admit my mistakes and make up for them.
Can you?

If not.
I think you should think twice and three more times before hurting someone.
There are feelings involved.
Whether you like it or not.
And feelings are fickle.
You know it all too well.
C'mon la.

I would have done the same for you if that happened to you.

Think you know me?
Think carefully.
If i took the easy road, by simply agreeing to what you say..
Then try to placate the other party..
Do you think you will be able to trust me?
Frankly.
I won't be able to trust myself.
At least now, you know till what extent I will go to make my stand.

Nobody knows me but me.
And I don't have to answer to anyone but myself.
Don't have to live with anyone's conscience but my own.
And believe me.
I can.

Love all, trust few.
For everyone else is nothing but just disappointments.

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.

Monday, July 27, 2009 | 9:31 PM

cabbages and potatos. :D

I'm bored.
ZZZ.

Was really eventful today.
So happy to see so many people turning up for class drama.
OMG la.
HAPPY!
:D:D:D

YOU GUYS ROCK MAN!

:D

THANKS A MILLION!

Felt taken away by the whole rehearsal.
Which is so cool!
I'd rather be tired out from actual drama rehearsal then not doing anything at all.
Today was absolutely brilliant.
:D

"Something Stupid"
Robbie Williams (feat. Nicole Kidman)

I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes
You still despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come true
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...

:D

I love this song man.
:D

Oldies so rock.
:D

By the way!

Do support AMKSS Choir worrs!
:D

We have our Annual concert coming up pretty soon..
It's on 13NOV @ The Arts House.
Tickets are at $10 each.
Do come and support yeah.
:D

It will be in the evening.

:D

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 | 9:11 PM

♥

Just saw the most freaky thing ever.
Imagine you trying to uncover your CPU but before you did so..
You spot something veryveryvery out of place.
You see a..
Lizard.
Yep.
That thingy that likes to drop off its tail.
It's inside the plastic.
And with its underside facing you..
You can see eggs..
Cuz the lizard has this like really translucent skin..
Oh my goodness.
Was it gonna give birth there and then?
I do not even want to think any further.
But..
Took some pictures so that you can join in the fun.
Heh.

bye lizard!
:D

I do apologize..
Though I might be a Pure Bio student..
That doesn't mean I fancy having the lizard playing around with the CPU.
Lols.
In fact..
It seriously kinda freaked me out.
:/

OHKAY.
Enough about that lizard already.

Let's talk about today!

I'm finally blogging about school life again..
After such a longlong time..
Wow.
LOL.

Started out the day with the usual daily routines..
Taking temperature..
And la di da..
Today was the day when I had to present a little short speech..
While Poh Rong was giving her funny recount..
I was like getting more and more nervous..
Jeez.
I haven't have public speaking since...
PRIMARY SCHOOL?!

Anyways.
Just so you know.
I survived.
YAY!
lols..
Though now I'll have to suffer the consequences of sharing this silly tale of mine by getting teased.
Oh wells.
Inevitable.
I wanted the class to bond..
So I guessed that I should start sharing something a little closer to heart.
It was my FIRST ever audition afterall..
And I was just a KID back then..
Lack of self-confidence and what not..
At least..
Everyone will have fun poking fun at me..

Seeing people's joy is just so fun!
Lol.

Don't go telling my story yeah?
So far..
3/4 is the only class that officially knows my story..
So shush people.
:D:D:D

Had A Maths in the early morning..
Right after CI..
And we greeted Ms Deepa with such gusto.
You could hear the utter joy in our monotonous voices.
[I'm being sarcastic. :D]
And in case you're wondering..
Yes..
Ms Deepa made us laugh yet again..
She can NEVER scold us properly la..
She's like Mr Toh..
Always with a smirk..
EVEN when scolding..
LOL.

Next had VE.
Our pathetic attempt at "coming up" with a cheer wasn't very successful..
HAIS.
At least we went through our old camp cheers..

Brings back so many memories..
Miss those days..
Just a few months before..

Thanks Prav and Kor Chee for leading the cheers!
:D

After VE came MTL..
Chen lao da was as usual...
Late.

So while waiting for him, we mingled.
Lol.

And when he came in..
He was so agitated..
Like, "How come when I haven't come in, you all never do your chinese exercise book?!"
Then we were all, "You never tell us to do what..!"
And of course he had to continue the whole crazy thing with some comments of his own..
Daily routine.
Wen Wen had a chance to watch our whole crazy chinese daily routine..
LOL.

After chinese was recess..
YAY!
lols..
Recesses are such fun..
Cuz they give us a chance to take a breather..
Not like we can just walk out of class right?
lols..

Got a unpleasant surprise though.
-shivers-
Unlucky.

English was yet another group work thing..
Reminds me of Miss Jae..
Was still okay la..
Though nowadays....
Nevermind.
Shan't say anything.

Miss the row.
God.

Even though I can concentrate abit better here..
It was great sitting there.
Wish I didn't have to move.
Oh wells.
Shall make do yeah?
:D

Till the next seating arrangement.
:D

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT, ABSOLUTELY NOT SHOOTING ANYONE.

Physics came knocking on our door.
Oh jeez.
Boredom came along with it.
I think..
Just about everyone died because of Boredom.
You should understand yeah?
LOL.

So...Everything was all because of whom?
Boredom.
:D

Bio.
Briefing on tomorrow's practical..
Can't wait!
My new lab partner is NINA LEONG!
WOOHOO!
:D:D:D

-do crazy dance-

XP

Can't blame me right?
Nina y'know!

My left side neighbour!
:D

Jaselyn pei-ed me walk to traffic light before ps-ing me for someone..
Nice right she?
[Note: I'm not being sarcastic]
HEH.

Home to the smell of cookies.
Heh.
Might bring some tomorrow..
WHEEEEEEEEEE~

Let me think my thoughts out loud yeah?

How is it that it is so easy for you to just pretend that we're strangers?
Mere acquaintances.
Weren't we friends before?
Didn't we share so many things before?
So many memories?
And now you act like you don't know me?
That's real nice.
I know you're reading this.
Isn't it what you said you do?
How long has it been?
Since we were actually talking..
Since we were close..
Since before all the complications..?
How long?
I believe..
It must have just been since April..
After that month..
It was all a facade wasn't it?
Don't wanna give me false hopes and what not.
Who are you to decide that?
I control myself.
Everything.
Me.
Myself.
Not you.
Never you.
And not anyone else.
Can't you at least have the decency to still be my friend?
I never did ask anything of you.
Nothing.
Nada.
Zilch.
Cuz I believe..
Friendships are more important than Relationships [BGR-kind].
Friendship is the foundation.
Of everything.

One day..
When you get the guts to finally face up to this.
Tell me.
Exactly what happened to us yeah?
I would love to know.
For now..
I guess I shouldn't broach.

________________________________________

OMG.

DY. so rocks man!

DY.: "That _____ is such a ____."

I totally agree.
:D

________________________________________

Gotta fly~

Longlong post today.

Hmm.

You better be.

:D

Note: CUGC sounds waywayway more fun than our choir camps. Going somewhere is better than nowhere right?

Love & as always,
MANDA!

It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.